Friday, February 2

I'm so tired

It's not just about sleep, though that's part of it. It's about the little voices inside your head saying, "Do more. Be more." Asking, "What about this? What about this? What about this?" It's about knowing what you should do and feeling too tired to do it. It's about defeating yourself, before anyone else has a chance at it. It's about emotional energy and how far it goes, how many demands it meets. It's about Mountain Dew and Oatmeal Creme Pies and BC women's basketball and the Patriots and the Hot Stove. It's about family and friends and more than friends and cars and houses and jobs and TV. It's about 24 hours in a day, seven days in a week, and time enough to do it all.

Or it's just about sleep. One of those two.

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